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LOL I'm starting to grow tired of me just updating here once in a while to say that I've been sad or depressed, ever since I started this account that's how it has always been! I promise I'll try to do something about my life and about myself to change the course of things because so far, although things have not been going super roughly, they are not going smoothly either. It's just like...like sandpaper ok? a sheet of sandpaper constantly flipping around and----------- I don't know where I'm going with this. Right now I just wanna talk about how things are going with my life, what has kept me from updating or even talking to anyone here at

First of all I want to formally apologize to all of you who have commented on any of my drawings and who have not received a reply from me, I used to complain about people never replying lol but now I understand that when life gets in the way, it gets in the way and it doesn't let you do the slightest thing without you spending more time than you should. Truth is I no longer check dA (or any network for that matter) that often since I am really busy with college life and other sorts of stuff; It bothers me that the only times I am able to check are when I am on vacation once every couple months and even then it surprises me I no longer have e